Moving my previous posts: Pasrah

6 March 2004, 10:04 AM

duh...
kenapa yah kok gue masih belum bisa pasrah?

"hidup seseorang tuh udah ada garisnya. tidak akan ada kebetulan di dunia ini. yang ada hanyalah pengaturan oleh yang dilakukan oleh Yang Mencipta kita........ "

those are my own words yesterday. but, how come i cant accept it myself? how come i still want to deny it? that every good and bad is just another path to travel..... why cant i have the wisdom to accept it?

again... it is just another path to travel. you just to pass through it. damn.....

it just reading milestones in our life. the turning points. the moment of truth. but how come i cant accept it just the way it is.... that, that is the path that we have to follow.

accepting reallity is a lot easier when you just an observer. but, when you ARE the subject (or object?) of that reallity..... it is harder to accept. especially when you know the reallity few months ahead.

it is like you know that a big truck is going to hit you.

hmmm.... found another analogy...... coba ah tanya.....