Moving my previous posts: Values

16 March 2004, 01:44 AM

what happen..... if you start to feel, that something that you hold as your believe.... you hold as your sets of values.... turns out to be something that did not fit you.

your sets of values, conflicting what you've seen, hear, smell, taste, feel.........

should i take those values just like that.... without considering what i've been experiencing?..... totally ignoring what i actually feel?? just because you've been told that those values are the right ones.... and yours are not.

or

should i accept that i am different.... and start looking for another new sets values...... that is very very VERY different from majority of people?

i have to find the answer.....

but after all this time searching for the answer.... asking questions.... discussing..... i came to a new conclusion, that....

i wont find the answer from another human being or any other force out there. i have to find it by my self.... inside of me.

damn..... i begining to feel that the train is indeed coming..... and it is very very near....